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Nervous system–led emotional healing framework

Most people don’t fail to heal because they’re broken. They fail because they keep applying insight to a nervous system that’s still running old emotional programs.

Grab your overview of how UNFCKING changes the way we live and why.

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Let me guess?

Something in you already knows this can’t keep going.

You’ve done the therapy. Read the books.
You understand where the pain came from.

And yet, here you are, feeling STUCK. Exhausted by your own inner world.

Unfcking is for those ready to actually change how they live with their emotions.

You’ve done work.
You understand your past.

So why does it still feel this hard?

Because insight alone doesn’t stop emotional hijacking. You need tools like these baby.

What's the real Problem?

Most healing and spiritual work stops at insight. Even talk therapy has it's limitations.

You learn why you’re triggered... but not how to interrupt it in real time.

So:

  • You feel exhausted & even confused, 'Why isn't working?'

  • Your inner critic doesn’t shut up

  • Emotions flare up unpredictably

  • You replay conversations at night

  • You wonder if you were “too much” or “the bad one”

  • Life has you confused.

Unfcking changes that.

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WHO THIS IS FOR

This is for you if:

  • You’re emotionally aware but still reactive

  • You feel responsible for everyone else

  • You’re tired of spiralling and self-blame

  • You want calm without numbing or bypassing

  • You’re willing to take responsibility for your inner world

You are not broken.
You’re just done living at the mercy of your emotions.

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WHO THIS IS NOT FOR

This is not for you if:

  • You want to be regulated by someone else

  • You need constant reassurance or checking-in

  • You want an endless healing container

  • You’re looking for therapy or diagnosis

This work requires self-responsibility.
(That’s why it works.)

WHAT CHANGES AFTER THIS WORK

Past participants have noticed:

  • Their triggers lost their grip

  • Emotional intensity doesn’t take over

  • They stop replaying conversations

  • They now trust their responses (even in conflict)

  • Their inner world becomes quieter and steadier

  • Conversations don’t spiral the same way

  • Parenting feels less reactive

  • Decisions feel cleaner and faster & conflict is easier to resolve

You can have this too! Life doesn’t become perfect.
You become stable inside and enjoy life itself.

THE PROCESS

💥 THE 7 EMOTIONAL BLOCKS

These are the seven layers we unfck — each one tied to a core emotion, energy center, and archetype.

In Unfcking you’ll learn how to meet them, move through them, and master them.

We focus on:

  • Internal authority — recognising Self vs reaction

  • Emotional pattern mapping — the loops beneath the stories

  • Nervous system regulation — without suppression or bypass

  • Self-soothing — without outsourcing safety

This is structured and practical. And it works!

Includes: Weekly LIVE teaching class (90mins), Weekly Support Call (30min), Portal of Pain Book, Archetype Frameworks, Alchemy Framework, Live & recorded meditations, EFT Tools, and more.

Investment: $699 or 2 monthly payments of $349. This isn’t priced for endless healing. It’s priced for learning a skill you keep. Most people spend far more than this cycling through:

  • therapy without integration

  • courses without embodiment

  • insight without change

This is a contained process. You’re not paying for motivation. You’re paying to end a pattern.

FAQ section

Frequently asked questions

I’ve already done therapy and healing work. How is this different?

Most therapy and healing work helps you understand why you feel the way you do.
Unfcking focuses on what happens when the feeling shows up — in your body, in real time.
This is about learning how to interrupt emotional loops and lead yourself, not analysing your past again

I’m worried I won’t have time or energy for this.

This work is designed for people who are already tired. It’s structured and practical. It is 2 hours per week calls & 15 min a day task (at most) Most people find that learning to regulate their inner world actually gives them energy back. But if you aren't ready to commit, I would suggest trying my 30 Day Reset which is more gentle.

Do I need to be spiritual or believe in certain frameworks?

No.
Some symbolic frameworks are used as orientation tools, not belief systems.
You don’t need prior knowledge, a spiritual identity, or agreement with any worldview.
Your authority always stays with you.

What if I’m scared I’ll start and not follow through?

That fear usually comes from past attempts where you were over-supported, over-analysed, or expected to perform healing perfectly. This work is paced, structured, and finite. You’re not asked to be consistent...... you’re taught how to return to yourself when you’re not.

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UNFCKING is an 8-week nervous-system-led program for those who’ve done therapy, read the books, and still feel stuck. It interrupts survival patterns at their origin, rebuilds self-trust, ends self-abandonment without forcing or bypassing. Live teachings, weekly support, Portal of Pain, Māori cosmology, and tools to move from reaction to choice. 365 day access to course content.

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How is unfcking different?

I don’t just teach theory.
I teach you how to end the loop & have emotional & spiritual sovereignty.

I’ve experienced personally as well as worked alongside deep pain & nervous systems under pressure.
I’ve done the long road of therapy, healing, and spiritual frameworks. (Read more here Lived, Not Spoken)

And I’ve seen where they fail.

This work exists because insight without integration keeps people stuck.

My role is not to hold you forever. It’s to teach you how to hold yourself. To educate you into finding your own inner power.

Course Structure

UNFCKING: Unfcking your Trauma, Unleashing your power.
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Introduction & Course Layout

Welcome!


Course structure

7 Blocks. Fear, Shame, Anxiety, Grief, Envy, Confusion & Hopelessness


For each block we will cover: 

  • Your own block assessment

  • The Archetype (Portal of Pain)

  • How it shows up.

  • How to clear it.

  • Practical Exercises (physical/psychological)

In each session you will learn the stages of transformation, Māori cosmology and how understanding & applying spiritual laws help us shift through these blocks faster.


This course covers a lot. This work took me years. 

Spiritual practice is easy to know, hard to do consistently. 

But knowledge alone is not enough. Words won’t heal. The realisation and embodiment is where the healing happens.

So don’t rush yourself, this course is the bridge between awareness and embodiment. You’ll learn, unlearn, and return to yourself — one block at a time.


Welcome note
Monday Nights Link
Portal Of Pain EBook (POP)
POP | Chapter 1: Introduction
POP | Chapter 2: The Portals

Fear

Fear Self Assessment
POP | Chapter 3: Earthworm
POP | Chapter 4: Rabbit
WATCH | Fear Masterclass
NOTES | Presentation and Notes
PRACTICE | Meditation Release (EFT)
PRACTICE | Unfck fear in real time
PŪRAKAU | Papatūānuku - Our origin

Shame

Shame Self Assessment
POP | Chapter 5: Possum
NOTES | Presentation and Notes
PRACTICE | Releasing Shame Meditation
STORY | My Own Shame Block
PŪRAKAU | Hineahuone | Our sacred flow

Anxiety

Anxiety Self Assessment
POP | Chapter 6: Kahawai
WATCH | Anxiety Masterclass
NOTES | Anxiety Presentation
PRACTICE | Shifting the block with this practice
STORY | My own Anxiety Block
PŪRAKAU | Maui & Tama-nui-te-Rā | Our own internal setting

Grief

Self Assessment: Grief
POP | Chapter 7: Cicada
LISTEN | Grief Masterclass
NOTES | Grief
PRACTICE | Ho'ponopono Meditation
PRACTICE | Painkiller Exercise
STORY | My Own Grief Block
PŪRAKAU | Hine-Titama into Hine-Nui-Te-Po | Initiation

Envy

Self Assessment: Envy
POP | Chapter 8: Swallow
WATCH | Envy Masterclass
NOTES | Envy
PRACTICE | Releasing trauma - TMJ tension
PRACTICE | Stagnant energy release
STORY | My Own Envy Block
PŪRAKAU | Tāne-mahuta | A lesson on authenticity

Confusion

Self Assessment : Confusion Block
POP | Chapter 9: Ruru
WATCH | Confusion Masterclass
NOTES: Confusion | Third Eye Class notes
PRACTICE | Ask these
STORY | My Own Confusion Block | Death, Denial and Determination
PŪRAKAU | Mataora & Niwareka | Seeing is different than knowing

Hopelessness

Self Assessment: Hopelessness
POP | Chapter 10: Tuatara
WATCH | Hopelessness MASTERCLASS
NOTES | Hopelessness Class Notes
PRACTICE | Prompts to explore
STORY | My Own Story On Surrender | Sound Bite
PŪRAKAU | Te Aō Marama | Path to Enlightenment
STORY | Additional | The Cost Of Looking For Answers

Integration

Tools to re-visit over the coming weeks/months

POP | Epilogue: Portal Closing
COMPLETE | Your feedback
WATCH | Quickest way to enlightenment? (additional tools)
WATCH | How to find your purpose
READ | What to do when it feels like shit gets hard.
READ | Your Wins, never forget them!

Hi, I’m Beka — I help women UNFCK the patterns that keep them stuck.

Beka Maree

My life doesn’t make sense on paper so now I write about it.

I left a cult at 19, got cut off from my family for being gay, had my first son at 26 in a same-sex relationship, and at 27 we lost his mum to suicide. I tried to rebuild a family amidst my grief, and walked straight into a domestic-violence nightmare.

By 29 I was a solo mum with two kids, no car, no money, and no plan.

By 30 I’d rebuilt everything.
By 31 I was teaching women how to break their patterns, regulate their nervous system, and reclaim their power.

Before life turned totally upside down I spent years as a palliative-care nurse. Sitting with people and their family in their most end-of-life moments.
That work taught me how to respond to people in pain, and how to help people in fear, and grief.
It also taught me what actual healing looks like… not something you can heal overnight .

If your life feels like chaos, I’m here to show you it doesn’t have to stay that way.

That’s why I built my school, created UNFCKING, and the 30 Day Reset — to help people stop repeating their cycles and finally step into emotional clarity, power and passion.

My life is FULL of Passion & LOVE, yours can be too.

I’m here to show you how to turn chaos into calm and pain into power.
Let’s go.
— Arohanui, Beka